Not going to be updating of my first trip this summer in this post, but here to talk on another topic (if anyone's interested to read lol).

There was this conversation that was ongoing with some of my friends, and one of them just said something that I felt that I could resonate and relate so much with. I felt that he was the only one who understands how I feel as he said out how he felt about his life, like everything he said just fell in line with what I think?!?!?!

At times, some people do share with me about how they feel about it but it feels like no one ever feels exactly the same as I do about that. But tonight I finally found a friend who does (or at least I feel that he does) lol.

I just feel suffocated at the thought of it.


The thought of it just scares and throws me off.

I wish that this is normal lol... but I know it isn't.

But thank you Lord for showing me that I'm not alone in this #selfcomfort haha lolol.

Will be praying for my friend though and hopefully he overcomes this fear and that everything will turn out well and nicely for Him!!!