Sidetrack for a little.. currently doing my assignment and having a pile of secondary sources on my table, with the book 'Jesus I Need You' on my table my as well.

My dad saw it and he jokingly said, "Err.. why do you need the Jesus book to do your assignment?"

But yes daddy, I really need Jesus through this long night with my work. :-)

God has been really amazing in sustaining me for the past few days!!! I'm one who cannot survive on few hours of sleep, but I'm still relatively okay even though I've been sleeping 2h on average each day this week lol.

Really thank God! ♡♡♡ Blessed assurance indeed. :-)

Actually wanted to blog out of a sudden cause of another thing I had to get off my chest (before I continue with my 2.5k words..).

Which means, I can't bring myself to lie (in most situations)..

and I can't bring myself to act like I'm alright with things I'm not okay with.

I will be really disgusted by myself if I ever become that way one day...

Thank God that He's reminding me that's it's perfectly fine to not react according to the "norms" and "shoulds" of the world, but to anchor to Him through all these moments.

The tears really just couldn't stop falling today at the earlier service. From the start till the very end. It hurts, it really hurt so much to see things being this way now.

But, thank You for holding onto my tears and granting me comfort even though today's supposed to be a celebratory day for Your resurrection.

May my love for You be more and more each day as I discover more of Your wonderful mercies each day.♡