i miss you

so, so, so much. 

so much time have passed mercilessly 

the hectic and busyness

trying to consume

making me forget

your love.

those are the days that i can never relive again

but i don't ever want to forget

because they were such memorable times

and the only memories i had with you.

it's surprising how i can still remember so clearly

the day you left us

it hurt

it cut

it killed.

thinking that i could never move on 

but i guess i did somehow.

the 6 years without you 

on some days i remember

the words you said

and it pushes me on

to live

to do my best

to be the granddaughter that you'd be proud of.

once again

thank you ahgong

for the 15 years of love and care.

missing you right here.