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Woke up feeling rather unsettled.

Had a dream that I don't know if it should be regarded as a nightmare or not..

I've never felt this way about losing someone (who has no blood relation with me).. and it scares me that I'm starting to open up and depend on someone so much..

A lot of unexpected commitments also popped up along the way which really caught me off guard and cause disruptions in my original plans. But really have to thank God for freeing up so much time for me so that I had the time to attend to those happenings and still complete what I had to.

I think throughout this very hectic period of time, I kept losing sight of my priorities. At times, I tend to rely on my own strength and focus on pursuing things that are so purposeless. As a result, I've been feeling drained out very easily all in the mind, heart and soul that I feel so empty. There are the short bursts of rejuvenation but it's often short-lived.  I guess it's because I've been depending on the things of the world and serving things of the world, but not the Lord. That's also how I got so tired out from needing to meet expectations of men..

Just really wanted to thank a special friend who's been there since the start of the year. Thank you for sticking by throughout the past few months, always being there, taking care, motivating me and reminding of God's enduring love for us. & really thanks for the best day I had in this entire week, chilling by my one of my favourite environments and just sharing random conversations.


Thank you for having me at your special event as well! Really thankful to God for this special friendship over the past few months.

May we continue to grow in the Lord increasingly with whatever that may come our way. :-)