新的戒指失了光泽 几年过了呢

沉默著 天快暗了 

我们该把 往事收拾了

再多说 也回不去了

后来的 都没关系了

纵然我 想起你的 

某年某天 历历还深刻

分开后有一段日子 躲得远远的

终于我 都走完了 

慢慢也懂 当时不懂的

此刻你 生疏的温柔

触及我 结痂的伤口

以前多 不能原谅 

如今都能 笑着说出口

我曾为你快乐 也曾为你挫折

曾把你 紧紧抱着 紧紧依赖著 紧紧地爱着

离开很不舍得 以为会崩溃的

却在最痛的时刻 最感觉清澈

什么都会过去的

(过去的在过去活着)

思念偶尔 参杂泪水 很快就干了

时间会 帮我负荷 让我的痛 淡掉了颜色

相遇在 熟悉的路口

翻搅著 内心的沈淀

遗失的 那个永远 永远还是 留在我心间

我们都走了

我们都不一样了

缘分没有 再一次选择

^ this song really.. never gets old. :')

This song has moved me to tears for countless times lol sigh the old Chinese songs are really so so so much better!

100617 Post-run convo

think you improved alot since our first run tgt:)

rly😂😂 I must have been rly bad back then HAHA

I think today was one of my poorest personal record ever🙊😂😂😂

I rmb we only did like 3km last time at punggol hahahah

now we do 9 :)

no it's really good for you. but pls pls pls eat when you're in training. 

it's actually quite dangerous to run and skip meals... 

please don't do it again okayyyyy😕

I thought it was abt 5-6km then?😂

Don't think we ran 3km tgt before hahahahaha

okay! sorry😕

yeah about 5 ba hahaha but i think your pace and endurance is better now :)

it felt like 3? I'm kidding 😂🙈

😂😂😂 easy game😛

cause I rarely run 3😂

yeap.. If not I kinda cannot 放心 when you run 10 and above...

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eaten?:)

Eating😂 

🌽

corn?😂

Yup 😂

are you sure it's enough:(

Hahaha yessss

Actually wanted to get sushi

you only eat corn ah😥

But look at this😂😂😂😂😂😂 

[photo attachment of an empty sushi kiosk that will only open on 120617]

you run so much 😐

haha where is that!

maybe it's prompting me to run back tmr⁠⁠⁠⁠

the ntuc at the bukit timah mall!

hahahaha

you ran 8 today?

can you eat abit moreee than corn pls😬

Proper run is 7.55km hahaha

*sends screenshots and links on health benefits of corn*

haha okayyy

I feel sad when you eat so little 😕

😶

These speak so much more rather saying the three words out and not meaning them.

My sister was asking me if he said it before, which was of course a nope. I shared with her that I find it meaningless to say it out anyway.. it may feel very heartwarming when you hear it for the first few times, or maybe months.. but when it's something spoken out of habit, the meaning will eventually be lost.

Yup, but not me lol. I don't want to repeat the same mistake as I did - saying it even when it no longer came from my heart. The three words just became so worthless over time. Guess I'm one who doesn't find gratification in hearing the words, but to me, it's through actions and the concern that will move me.

And just so coincidentally, I happened to have a conversation on this topic with him a few days later. He was sharing with me how he isn't the type to say it and he finds it hard to, which I told him I'm exactly the same lol. Maybe that's why my sister labels me as a "heartless" person lolol.

But tbh, I'm starting to feel a little vulnerable around him. This is such a "new" feeling and it's scaring me how it may come to control me [my emotions] one day. Really appreciate all the concern from you over the year, but today's service really reminded me on the focus I should have at this point of my life: 

To Him,
& no one else.

To have the single-minded heart to pursue Him;

With all that I have, all that I am.